“My only aim is to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the good news of God’s grace.” Acts 20:24
I am a runner. It makes me smile and
chuckle to say that. You see, I've only been running for about three
years now. Before that, I literally shunned running. I thought
those sweaty people that I would drive by on the road were completely
crazy. Then in the summer of 2009 I joined a ladies only boot camp
for the summer. Of course, part of the class was to run...lucky me.
When I started, I couldn't even run for two minutes straight.
Thankfully, the running wasn't too intense during those workout
sessions, but after the summer ended, a coworker that had also
attended the boot camp asked if I would want to continue running with
her in the mornings before school. So we began our morning
run/walks. We began by running about two minutes, then walking about
10-15 minutes. We slowly worked our way up to five minutes of
running, and then running and walking for equal amounts of time. As
the weather turned colder, I began to run on my own and increase my
stamina. I remember the feeling of running for an entire mile
straight...then two...three...four. In March of the following year,
I entered my first 5K and have been racing ever since. Last
September, I ran my first 10K and right now I am training for a half
marathon. Last month I ran 11 miles! This woman who couldn't run
for two minutes, can now run over 2 ½ HOURS at a time. I never
thought that sweaty runner along the side of the road would be me.
That's not the way my relationship with
Jesus has gone, though. I can't remember a time when I didn't have
Jesus in my life. I grew up in the Church thinking that everyone
learned about and believed in God. I can't recall any one moment of
transformation that occurred where I was saved (not like my mile
markers). Oh, I felt closer to God sometimes more than others, I had
those moments of begging God in prayer as a teenager, I even remember
saying the sinner's prayer as a kid one day when I went to Bible
School with a friend. But none of these events were the beginning of
my walk...they were just points along the way of a long path I have
always been on. I thank my parents for that. Maybe they should
write a how to manual for raising kids in the faith, because both my
siblings and I consider ourselves Christians who try to live the life
God has called us to every day. Not many parents can boast (even
though we shouldn't boast of our own abilities) that all their
children have kept the faith. We went to church, we prayed...God was
just there. No big deal was made about Him, but He was never ignored
either. He was part of our family. It's the way it was.
Even though they began differently, I
can compare my running and my relationship with Jesus now. As I have
grown into adulthood, I have grown in spiritual maturity as well,
just like I have expanded my ability to run longer distances. But,
don't think I jump out of bed every morning ready to go a few
miles...I love running, but I still have trouble getting motivated.
Sometimes I can't run as fast or as long as I had hoped. And I still
have to make myself get out there and begin each run. Similarly, I
have had highs and lows in my walk with God. There are some times
that I feel closer to Him than others. I still find myself begging
in prayer. And every so often, I am inspired to rededicate my life
to Him in some way.
This is one of those times.
I believe that I have been blessed with
a gift to share God's Word with others, especially in writing. And
so I begin my race (this blog) to complete the task the Lord has
given me.
Some people have had a Christian walk
similar to mine and feel that they have always had Jesus in their
lives. Some are ready and looking for the motivation to start their
“race” and grow closer to Jesus. And some are looking at
Christians like I looked at runners, thinking how crazy those people
are, but secretly wondering what it would be like to “run a
race”...to live for Jesus.
Wherever you find yourself in your
relationship with God, my hope is that you will come here to find
encouragement to begin (or continue) your own “race.” My
reflections are inspired by real life (and the Holy Spirit) and come
from the heart. As I continue my own race, both spiritually and
physically, I hope you will run along side me so we can support one
another. I invite you to become a follower of this blog,
(re)dedicate your life to following the path God has laid out for
you, and join me in Running with Jesus.
I'm blessed to run the race with you, Sis. When it comes to sweat, I'll stick to handing you a cup of water and cheering from the side of the road, for now.
ReplyDeleteI am so glad to be running the spiritual race with you and all the Jesus Girls!
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